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Swamiji's father Narayanrao Deglurkar (Patki)
and mother Mrs. Kamalabai Deglurkar were from Deglur, a taluka place in
Maharashtra. They had 3 children, Trimbak, Godavari and Renuka. Govind died at
an early age. The Deglurkar family was cursed by one Bramhan in the disguise of
a cobra who was protecting them and was killed by one of their forefathers.
While dying he said that your family will not survive for long. Narayanrao's
parents had also died at an early age because of which Narayanrao had to face
many difficulties during his lifetime. With this curse in mind and the death of
Govind Mrs. Kamalabai got worried and sought the advice of one of the senior
Bramhans who said that the Bramhan who had cursed the family also had given a
solution that a great man will be born in the family who will remain a Sanyasi
and because of whom your whole clan will be washed out of all their sins and
the whole world will also be benefited by his preaching, but for this to happen
you will have to go to Gangapur and get the blessings of Shree Dattguru. So
they went to Gangapur and started reading the Gurucharitra repeatedlyfor days
together. One fine morning Shree Dattguru himself appeared before them and gave
them a sacred coconut to be eaten by both of them and blessed that your wishes
will be fulfilled. The prayers had been answered and Mrs. Kamalabai got
pregnant. Her mother took her to Chincholi, which is near Gangapur to her other
daughter's place for delivery. After 9 months she gave birth to a son on the
very day that Shree Dattguru was born in the year 1908. This was a clear
indication that the son was a reincarnation of Shree Dattguru himself. Mrs.
Kamalabai knowing all this was overjoyed. He was baptised as 'Shreedhar' on the
12th day of birth but because of her tremendous love for him she
used to call him 'Raja' (The King).
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When Shreedhar was 3 years old he lost his
father and to add to his mother's woes he suffered an attack of small pox. But
because of his mother's immeasurable love and caring and his own divine power
even at that young age, he came out of it. Then started his schooling at
Hyderabad's 'Vivekvardhini' school. He again fell seriously ill with some
strange illnesss but again recovered from that, but because he had lost a lot
of days at school he feared that he may fail in the examinations. Then his
mother told him to constantly chant the name of Bhagwan Ram and with that he
will secure first rank in the school. He solemnly started doing that so much
so, that he finally did not do any studies at all and all the time chanted the
name of Ram. On the day of examination he went without reading anything and to
the surprise of everybody he answered every question so nicely that he did
secure first rank! Right from that moment onwards he knew that anything in this
world can be achieved by simply chanting the name of Bhagwan Ram.
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There was an ashram of Shree Narayan Maharaj who
was a great disciple of Shree Samarth Ramdas Swami, near his home. Shreedhar
used to go there daily with his mother. There was a large portrait of Shree
Samarth in the ashram. Shreedhar used to sand in front of it glued to it and
constantly chanting the name of Ram (Hereinafter referred to as Ramnam Jap). He
even demanded a 108 beaded sacred thread for Ramnam Jap. He became obsessed
with Ram and fully believed even at that tender age that Ram will pull one out
of any situation if one had total faith in him; so much so, that once an
elderly man sarcastically told him to jump in to a lake, knowing that he could
not swim saying, I will see how your Ram saves you!. Without thinking for a
moment he ran to jump but his brother and colleagues caught up with him and
held him firmly to prevent him from jumping. Mind you this he did at the age of
6 years! He then started praying at all the temples in Hyderabad. Then his
Threading ceremony was done. Around his house were the temples of Shree
Shankar, Dattguru with the sacred tree of Dattguru and Hanuman. He started the
ceremonial worship daily in these temples. He had a photogenic memory and could
remember and recite even the most difficult Sanskrit prayers. All this was a
God gift and was the culmination of the spiritual environment at his home. Just
after Shreedhar entered the second decade of his life he lost his elder brother
Trimbak. He was dumbfounded but his mother was inconsolable. Trimbak was not
only the lone earning member of the family but a very loving and kind person.
Shreedhar waited for some period but then could not afford to see his mother's
incessant cry. He suddenly went to her and belying his age started talking to
her, Why are you weeping? The soul which we loved and have now lost was in
effect neither born nor has died. This body is made of elements. Birth is
combination of these elements by the Ultimate Soul. Death means separation of
these elements and merging of them in the Ultimate Soul. The Ultimate Soul
never dies. When the soul inside the body leaves it we declare the body as
dead. But the soul inside migrates to another body. So what is lost at the time
of death is just the elements and not the soul which we love. Therefore this
crying is not justifiable. One who knows that the Ultimate Soul is
indestructible gets freed from this cycle of birth and death. One who does not
know this keeps gyrating in this cycle. The Ultimate Soul is the only truth;
rest is all but an illusion. With this knowledge I am sure you will stop
weeping and will be happy again.
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His mother and others, who were listening, just
could not believe that a 10 year old boy was saying all this. From that moment
onwards not only his mother but Shreedhar also were sort of metamorphosed. Then
within a year his beloved sister Godavari also died, but it did not affect
either Shreedhar or his mother much as now they were endowed with the real
spiritual knowledge. His mother nevertheless was fed up with all this and
wanted to leave this world, her only worry being Shreedhar who was just about
11 years old, but she knew from the day Shreedhar delivered that discourse that
he was no common entity and needed nobody's support. While on death bed and
death approaching, she called Shreedhar by her side and asked him to treat all
women in the world as his mother to uplift the state of womanhood she said this
had to be done by some one to set an example in front of the world. She said
that if you follow my wish our clan would end; but I am purposefully asking for
it as I know; only you can do it. This is my last wish and I am sure you will
not let me down. Soon she died with Shreedhar's hand in hers. Can by any
stretch of imagination one find a mother and a son like these! That too about
100 years ago? No answer is needed. Such people are not born every day.
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After the death of his mother Shreedhar was
called by his aunt in whose home at Chincholi he was born and who had now
shifted to Gulbarga, for his further education. Before that he first time read
Shrimadbagwadgeeta, the cornerstone of Hindu philosophy. After reaching
Gulbarga being spiritual minded he thought of leaving Gulbarga as the love and
affection of his aunt, he thought could have proven a hindrance in his
spiritual progress. For spiritual progress he knew that he should also have the
best education and hence he proposed to his aunt that he may be permitted to go
to Pune to pursue his further education. His aunt agreed as Pune that time was
known all over India as one of the best places for education. Through contacts
he was admitted to an orphanage. Over there he used to do all the work allotted
to him and even more than that, like serving the weak and taking care of the
sick children. In that orphanage itself he was affectionately called as Swami.
Who knew that time that he really would become one! Because of his relentless
work finally he himself fell sick. Then he decided to move out to another place
where he started a new life. Most of his time was devoted to Ramnam Jap and
prayers, but he was equally good in studies in Bhave School. In the tradition
which all Bramhans follow and by the Shree Samarth tradition Shreedhar started
to beg for his meals at 5 homes each day. He was many times humiliated but
because of his nature of never disrespecting anyone his humiliators also fell
in love with him. On the other hand there were others who were constantly
forcing him to eat at their place but he refused politely. In Hindu tradition a
Bramhan even if he is rich is supposed to beg for his food at 5 homes daily and
eat whatever he gets or nothing if he doesn't get any. Because of his loving
and caring nature his new residence was now open to all poor and downtrodden
students, for whom also he begged and as he had some money with him left by his
parents he helped them by paying for their fees and books. This way he lost all
his money and then served in a cloth store for some period for his poor
colleagues, but by now he strongly started feeling that the time to leave all
this and further pursue his spiritual path had come.
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By this time he was respected by one and all and
everyone started calling him 'Swami'. He now started his endeavour in pursuit
of the God by getting rid of all organic pleasures. He started to dispose all
his money to the poor and the remaining he just threw. He liked a particular
sweet dish, so he bought it, kept it in front of the God and then took it away
mixed the cow dung in it and ate it. The dish he so much liked now he could not
even think about it. He met a person who was very religious and helpful Mr.
Palnitkar during this period. Swami told him about his wish to pursue
spirituality and asked for a place suitable for it. Swami had in mind Sajjangad
the place where Shree Ramdas Swami (Shree Samarth) had resided 300 years ago.
Mr. Palnitkar also suggested Sajjangad. Swami decided to embark on the journey
to Sajjangad on Vijayadashami (An auspicious day when Hindus prefer to start
any new venture and the day on which Bhagwan Ram killed the devil Ravan).
Whatever was left with him along with money he simply burnt it. On the day of
departure to Sajjangad which was wedenesday he suddenly felt that he was going
there to find out the creator of the universe who had control over the living,
nonliving things and also time and space. He meditated for a while and then
wrote on a paper-
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I
will remain a bachelor to the core till death.
will not touch money, even if given forcefully to poor or for a good cause
will not become the head priest anywhere
will keep my needs to bare minimum
will not differentiate between men and women
will consider every woman as my mother
will spend my life for the benefit of society by all means
will try my best to revive the religion to make the world happy
For this I am hereby submitting my body to the God, now he is responsible to
pull me out of the wrong track and put me on the right one, if it so happens. I
am submitting this document to the sacred fire to reproduce it if the need be.
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-SHREEDHAR
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He then put it in the sacred fire in front of
the God. Then he had lunch with Mr. Palnitkar who vowed that as Swami was
embarking on his endeavour to find the Ultimate truth he for 12 years will not
eat any sweets. Somebody said that without Guru's blessings everything would be
worthless. Mr. Palnitkar said that you can keep the photograph of Shree Samarth
on a sacred place and write the 13 letter mantra on it and place it in front of
the photo, put your ears close to the photo and fullest concentration utter the
mantra 3 times. Shree Samarth will bless you.
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Swami then touched Palnitkar Guruji's feet,
politely refused to accept the money he was giving and suddenly started his
walk to Sajjangad. Everyone was so moved that all of them cried with mixed
feelings of joy and sorrow that they may not be able to see him for many years.
But Swamiji did not look back. His sight was firmly on Sajjangad and mind was
pregnant with expectation of real knowledge.
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On the road to Sajjangad via Baneshwar, he
encountered a torrential thunderstorm, terrible darkness, serpents and what
not. But he kept on walking. He reached Baneshwar where there is a temple of
Mahadev and where Palnitkar Guruji had asked him to pray for the blessings of
Shree Samarth. At dawn he kept the photo of Shree Samarth on the right side of
Mahadev and worshipped him according to the Hindu rituals (Hereinafter referred
to as Pooja), prostrated himself before him (Hereinafter referred to as offered
sashtaang namaskar) and got blessed by Shree Samarth. There he did Ramnam Jap
till afternoon, begged for his food at 3 homes, washed it in the lake and ate
it. Then he started walking towards Sajjangad. It took him 2 days to have the
first sight of Sajjangad. He again offered sashtaang namaskar and intuitively
hailed Shree Samarth || Jai Jai Raghuveer Samarth || then he took bath in the
Urmodi river nearby and put all his clothes in its waters except for langoti (A
bare minimun undergarment just enough to cover the perineal region). He again
offered sashtaang namaskar and said, This Shreedhar has already given up his
body, now he is totally surrendering himself at your feet! He then almost ran
towards Sajjangad. At the main gate he again loudly roared, || Jai Jai
Raghuveer Samarth || and entered inside. As is found in every temple first he
saw Lord Ganesha, whom he prayed and then Hanuman, the first disciple of
Bhagwan Ram whose reincarnation was Shree Samarth. He first entered the cave in
which there is the Samadhi (The sacred place where Shree Samarth left his
mortal body). He stood in front of the Samadhi in a trance for a long time
unaware of anything. Finally when came out of it, even he was found wanting in
words to say except, You are mine and I am yours, crying incessantly. He
suddenly felt that there were Sanyasi's clothes on his body. It wasn't so, but
that was an indication of things to come. He said, I will become one but only
on your orders. He again offered sashtaang namaskar and went upside where there
is Rampanchaytan (The replicas of Bhagwan Ram, Laxman, Seetamai and Hanuman,
which were religiously installed there by Shree Samarth). The same things
happened again there also. Constantly doing Ramnam Jap he came out and entered
the Math (Where Shree Samarth resided). Although everybody's lunch was over he
was given Prasad (Meals or sweets or snacks at sacred places).
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At Sajjangad anyone is allowed to live there for
not more than 3 days, during which every thing is provided without cost, but no
one whosoever is allowed to stay beyond that period. Swami didn't know that so
he stayed there for 3 days during which he did Ramnam Jap continuously except
for the time for daily chores. After 3 days he was asked to leave. That was
like end of universe for Swamiji. But he politely said that he was prepared to
do anything to stay near the samadhi. Being called by Shree Samarth himself,
the Math In charge also agreed and said that he could stay, but he will have to
do any work, which would not be told by anybody, but which should be pleasing
to Shree Samarth himself. He was overjoyed. Probably with hindsight we can say
that Shree Samarth wanted to show all other workers in the math what type of
work pleases him most and therefore he brought Swamiji there. But Shree Samarth
was a hard task master and although he himself awarded the ultimate title
'Bhagwan' to Swamiji, he put him through very hard rigors and tested him to the
hilt. How Swamiji could finally please the probably only Saint (Shree Samarth)
who never hesitated to call a spade a spade and even advised to tackle
aggression by more severe aggression is history which is unparalelled in
spiritualism, spanning a period of about 3 and a quarter years from the full
moon day of Ashwin (Hindu month) 1927 to 9th day of 2nd half
of Magh, during which period Swamiji stayed at Sajjangad.
Swamiji used to get up before dawn and after the
morning rituals, started to work. He used to sweep the floor, serve the food,
and wash the clothes on Shree Samarth's samadhi and utensils which were used by
Shree Samarth. For pooja he had to search the whole mountain daily before dawn.
He was so deeply engrossed in the work of the Math that many a times he just
forgot to have his meals also. He was offered milk by the chief of the Math but
he refused saying that it was too costly and instead ate groundnuts which were
available in plenty but then he switched on to simple gram and then to jawar
(Staple food of the poor) simply to reduce the burden on the Math. He was now
doing practically everything which all the other workers were doing
individually. In a sense he was doing the work of 100 workers at a time. This
was possible only on account of his unflinching faith in Shree Samarth and
Shree Samarth's blessings. He was now handed over the most pious duty of
reciting Dasbodh (The sacred book written by Shree Samarth) after the daily
pooja. Once, a worker who was cooking for all others had to leave for his home
for a long period. Without thinking for a moment Swamiji offered to cook and
immediately started cooking and serving the food also. For all the daily
washing of Shree Samarth's clothes, utensils and now for cooking he did not
want to use the water drunk by everybody so he started bringing about 50
bucketful of the water of the sacred lake, Sontale which was about a one
furlong away. He was doing now practically every work in the Math. He had to
cook the food for about 30 people daily and for 100 on every Thursday in
addition to people coming routinely without any intimation. He had no prior
experience of cooking but everyone used to relish the food prepared by him,
simply because his mind was in it and he was doing continuous Ramnam Jap even
while cooking. After everyone finished the meals he did the sweeping of floor
also. And was he proud of doing all this Never! How could he be? This was Shree
Samarth's work. He even massaged the visiting elderly people's legs as he knew
that they would be tired. He saw Shree Samarth everywhere and therefore even
listened to the kids and their orders let alone those who purposefully tried to
trouble him! He was so utterly devoted and dedicated to Shree Samarth. Seeing
all this one elderly lady once remarked that he may force the God to eat! But
there were some who could not understand the feelings of Swamiji or simply
hated him and tried to humiliate him. Swamiji took all this in his own
inimitable stride telling all and sundry that he was serving Shree Samarth
fully realizing that he was not dead but alive! Apart from this at festive
times the workload would go up by 100 times but so did Swamiji's enthusiasm.
During the rainy season because of the incessant rains and wind in the morning
some of the Bramhans performing pooja, used to bring the water required for it
the prior evening, but Swamiji didn't want Shree Samarth's pooja to be done by
stale water, so in falling rain and chilly winds he started bringing the water
for pooja in the morning itself, starting to do this, believe it or not at 3
am! Gangutai an elderly disciple was the only person who used to help Swamiji.
This was by any flight of imagination very hard work indeed but was made
possible by Swamiji's devotion to Shree Samarth and Shree Samarth's blessings.
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His unending enthusiasm increased many a fold to
the point of spilling over when the festivities of the 9th day of
Magh (Hereinafter referred to as Shree Samarth's punyatithi or Dasnavmi). The
rituals were performed by the elderly disciples but Swamiji used to help them
in everything. He already by others' standards had more than his handful of
work but this disciple of Shree Samarth was always gladly ready for more.
Thousands used to eat daily at the Math during that period. After cooking and
serving the food he never failed to ask for water to those who were eating as
he knew that some time back once during eating an elderly disciple was very
thirsty and in discomfort because of that and nobody bothered to ask why?
Finally Shree Samarth gave his own water to him and asked him to return the
container near his samadhi. He especially had a soft corner for the elderly as
they were the ones most needy and most neglected. His work (Hereinafter
referred to as seva), his mastery over the language and his whole demenour was
such that whosoever came in contact with Swamiji during that period wondered
whether it was Swamiji or Shree Samarth or Bhagwan Ram himself. And did he
expect anything in return for all this? Nothing at all except the blessings. He
was neither elated by flattery nor downcast by humiliation. As said in
Bhagwadgeeta he treated both in the same manner. Only such people are liked by
God. To really test his faith and devotion he had to face a torrid experience
soon.
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As there are obstacles in a common man's family
life, they are there in that of one who chooses the path of spiritualism too.
Probably more in quantity and severity. Consequently one is found in a dubious
state of mind wherein the only power which can steady his violently swaying
ship is the blessing of the Guru. He is always there and helps all but only
sees who shows the real willingness. When Swamiji first entered Sajjangad in
1927, the first year was very difficult for him. Some people started
complaining that this man washes Shree Samarth's clothes and utensils daily
which can lead to permanent damage to them as they were 300 years old and
ridiculous things like this. Swamiji never slept much. At night he used to sit
infront of Shree Samarth's samadhi and get engrossed in Ramnam Jap. Jealous
people who could not tolerate the rapid rise of Swamiji in the Math clan
started claiming that this way he is breaching the tradition of closing the
samadhi doors at night and Shree Samarth himself is getting disturbed. Due to
all this Swamiji was ordered not to sit there. Then he started sitting in the
nearby room. That too was prevented. Finally he was forced out to the cave. But
he wasn't bothered at all. His simple philosophy being, if Shree Samarth is
inside me, how does it matter where I sit and do the Jap? Precisely at this
time 2 new people were appointed as Incharge of Math. One of them was a retired
police officer. They were joined by one lady and another man from the Math all
of whom were jealous of Swamiji. Whenever this quartet saw Swamiji they never
wasted the opportunity to humiliate him. He was ordered to stop all types of
seva. Swamiji still didn't mind.
One day Swamiji was collecting flowers and this
police officer came there and profusely abused him. Swamiji kept quiet. The
officer took his quietness for cowardice and said that Swamiji's behaviour was
exactly opposite and insulting to the preaching of Shree Samarth. Swamiji was
now highly enraged as he was accused of the ultimate sin he could imagine, yet
he still politely said that he wasn't in any way disobeying Shree Samarth. The
officer then sarcastically said, Oh! You think you are yourself Shree Samarth!
and left. Now started continuous humiliation of Swamiji by one and all.
Everyone abused him time and again. He wasn't allowed to even have a glimpse of
the samadhi let alone perform any seva. Swamiji just prayed Shree Samarth and
Bhagwan Ram and taking this as a blessing in disguise did Ramnam Jap
continuously for about 22-23 hours a day as he used to sleep only for 1 or 2
hours a day. His Jap used to continue even during eating. Whatever food he was
getting, he used to wash it in Sontale and let it dry. Then he made 3 equal
parts of it, one for the cow, one for fishes in the lake and the rest for
himself. This he followed throughout his life. But the quartet spread the
message that this fellow is throwing the food into the lake, therefor he was
given very little food afterwards of which he still made the usual 3 parts.
Ultimately he would get just a fistful to eat, but he wasn't bothered! Now this
bothered the quartet itself! So they decided to play their trump card. The last
man in the quartet was supposed to have tamed the evil spirits and had mastered
them. The quartet decided to use this power on Swamiji.
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It was about midnight. Swamiji was as always
engrossed in Jap and he saw an evil spirit trying to attack him. From his
trance he came out saying, Ram, Ram. Nothing happened and he continued with his
Jap.at dawn this so called master of evil spirits was found by everybody in the
Math on the floor, writhing in terrible agony and asking for forgivance from
Shree Samarth. Everyone was watching but was unable to do anything. From
nowhere Swamiji came there and at once this fellow touched his feet and pleaded
guilty. The onlookers just couldn't understand what was going on and why this
fellow was touching the feet of a man whom everybody had abused and who was by
now an outcast in the Math. They asked, What is wrong with you? Why are you
touching his feet? The fellow said, Last night I had sent an evil spirit to
finally destroy Shreedhar, but nothing has been wrong with Shreedhar and on the
contrary fight from that moment someone invisible is continuously and
forcefully hitting me with a kubdi (A Y shaped wooden sacred object used by
Shree Samarth for resting his arm while doing Jap!). I can't bear this severe
pain any longer. I will die. Shreedhar Swami please forgive me. Swamiji being
the epitome of forgivance just said, Never trouble anyone as you have troubled
me. Shree Samarth himself has handed over this punishment to you and left. But
Shree Samarth didn't stop at that only. He created a situation by which the
rest of three of the quartet were also shown the door. The quartet had intended
to throw Swamiji out of Sajjangad, but it was they who had to leave Sajjangad
in utter humiliation! Now everyone on Sajjangad knew that Swamiji was no common
disciple but a very near and dear one of Shree Samarth and surely must have
been blessed by him! The news spread like wild fire and now everyone started to
revere Swamiji!
Once, a renowned disciple of Shree Samarth, Mr.
Deo came to know about Swamiji during his visit to Sajjangad. He asked Swamiji
about what he was doing. Swamiji answered, 'Ramnam Jap and seva'. Deo advised
him to read Dasbodh. Swamiji's thoughts were crystal clear, he said, What is
the use of simply reading it, may it be thousands of times, without Shree
Samarth himself telling the meaning of it, Without this I won't get any
knowledge and it can be attained only through the blessings of my Guru Shree
Samarth. By Ramnam Jap, my mind has been cleared of all doubts and is now ready
to accept the seeds of knowledge, now it is waiting for my Guru's blessings.
Mr. Deo at once knew that this was no ordinary disciple, but still asked him to
read Dasbodh, as a seva. Swamiji always listened to the elders and therefore
agreed to recite it 13 times (13 is an auspicious number in Hindu mythology)
and he did it within no time. But at no time did he discontinue his routine of
Jap and seva.
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As mentioned earlier his intake was now so less
that it was almost nothing. On top of that he used to take bath in Sontale, the
water of which is very cold indeed at least thrice a day if not more. This
continued even in winter when the cold and winds on Sajjangad would be
unbearable even with warm clothes on and Swamiji was wearing only a langoti all
the time. The consequence of all this was that Swamiji's skin gave way at many
places and bled. Yet he never cared for it. His philosophy was, This body is an
illusion, so why waste time tending to it? If I can sustain it with almost
nothing, I would find the real me inside sooner!
The omnipresent Shree Samarth was seeing this
all the while and finally decided after one and a half years of Swamiji's
arrival on Sajjangad that the time had come to bless him. One day Swamiji was
meditating in the cave outside the samadhi. He suddenly saw that the whole cave
was lit up with an unforeseen light. Swamiji went into a trans.the light
converged into a human shape. He had long hair, a protruding and wide forehead
and was smiling. This was Shree Samarth himself. Swamiji offered sashtaang
namaskar and stood politely before him with folded hands (Hereinafter referred
to as namaskaar). Shree Samarth put his hand on Swamiji's head(Hereinafter
referred to as aashirwaad). He and Swamiji stood there for almost times
immeasurable. They were communicating with each other without a word being
said. After that also Swamiji stood there with waves of utmost pleasure
sweeping across his body. When he finally came out of it he cried incessantly.
He had finally got what he had aspired for all these years and more
importantly, for which he was born. This was the first time in 300 years that
Shree Samarth had himself blessed anyone!
Swamiji now used to spend most of his time in
meditation only. He preferred total solitude. He had described Shree Samarth as
the, Coolest source of the most powerful light! He himself now looked like one!
Shree Samarth had himself given him the title of Bhagwan Shreemat Paramhans
Parivrajakacharya Shreedhar Swami Maharaj, but even after that throughout his
life he never stopped pursuing spiritualism and spreading the message of the
true religion by putting his body through the hardest possible stress and
strain and keeping his mind glued to the Ultimate Soul.
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This year also during the festivities of Shree
Dasnawami he did his regular seva with the same enthusiasm. At night when all
the when all the programmes were over Swamiji sat in the cave doing Ramnam Jap.
Again he experienced the same thing as Shree Samarth appeared before him and
told him to go to southern part of India (Karnataka) where, Shree Samarth said,
the people needed him. Shree Samarth's words being ultimate for Swamiji, the
very next morning he told and elderly disciple Krishnabua about his leaving.
Krishnabua was very much moved and he gave Swamiji his copy of Dasbodh, Swamiji
took it and he took one of the cloths as Shree Samarth's prasad and embarked on
his journey to south climbing down the most difficult southern slope of
Sajjangad. He was overjoyed, but at total peace with himself. He had achieved
far more than he had ever imagined. Now he was ready to follow his Guru's
orders to the full for the betterment of the mankind.
During his journey he used to take bath and
perform pooja at some temple before dawn. If due to some reason he could not do
that he used to keep fast on that day. Once till evening he could not find any
Bramhan's house and therefore did not have any food. He neither knew the
destination nor the road. He was just going southwards. He saw a railway track
in the evening and then briskly walked so that he could find some station to
rest till dawn. He did find one and there was a house nearby where a man was
sitting at the entrance. The man himself asked Swamiji about his whereabouts
and instantly started to cry. Swamiji just caressed him and after a while the
man who himself was a disciple of Shree Samarth told Swamiji that it was the
day when his father had passed away. He had decided since then that on this day
he would eat only after serving any other disciple of Shree Samarth. By the
time Swamiji reached his house he had given up hope as till then the person who
usually ate at his home on this day had not come. He felt very sad that his
decision would be now void, but right at that moment Swamiji came. The man felt
Swamiji was sent by Shree Samarth himself, which in fact was the case. He was
overjoyed and therefore was crying. He then offered sashtaang namaskaar to
Swamiji. Both took bath and he cooked the meal and with great respect served
Swamiji. He offered Swamiji a ticket for the train but Swamiji refused saying
he never sits in any vehicle and only walks.
Then he reached Kolhapur, where there is the
famous temple of Goddess Mahalaxmi. Swamiji took bath in the nearby lake and
then stood before the Goddess. For a long period they talked with each other
without any spoken word. Swamiji then entered the inner side of the temple,
which was forbidden, but no one objected. He then offered sashtaang namaskaar
and touched the feet of the Goddess. It was like the meeting of the mother and
son after a long period. Nobody wanted to leave each other but the Goddess and
Swamiji also knew that they had to part, as Shree Samarth had asked him to go
further south.
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On the way he stopped at Sankeshwar's Shree
Shankaracharya Math. As the lunch was over he went to the town and begged at 3
Bramhan's houses and then ate. Then he sat there in meditation. When he opened
his eyes a Mohamedanperson was begging of him, You just seem to be Allah. I
have brought some milk of my own cow. I know you are a Bramhan and do not eat
anything given by NonBramhans, but please accept this from me as my seva to
Allah! Swamiji immediately drank the milk scented by that mohamedan's faith and
affection. That person was so pleased, he said now he was blessed by Allah and
offered sashtaang namaskaar to Swamiji.
Then he reached a place after crossing Belgaon
where he met the chief of that village. He asked him that we worship Bramha,
Vishnu and Mahesh who lived with their families, then how is it said that
remaining a bachelor, becoming a sanyasi to pursue spiritualism is the best way
to achieve the real knowledge. Swamiji answered his query,
We forget that the creator of these Gods and the
whole of the universe is The Ultimate Soul. Our endeavour should be to attain
the Ultimate Soul. Of these Gods Bramha has been given the power of creation.
Vishnu is supposed to look after the sustenance of the living and non living
and Mahesh is endowed with the power of destruction. These powers are feminine
in gender. As the powers of the Gods are named so, so are the expressions of
these powers in humans that is, the man and woman and therefore these also are
undifferentiated. Only one God has expressed himself in three forms and hence
their families are also just the expressions of their power and thence are non
existent. That one God is also nothing but The Ultimate Soul. Therefore by
becoming a sanyasi and remaining a full fledged bachelor reduces the time lag
in pursuing spiritualism and finally attaining Moksha, the other name of which
is The Ultimate Soul. The urge to do this stems from within and no force can
stop it. Although all the things in the universe have originated from the
Ultimate Soul, the illusion could not corrupt it and it is the only thing in
the universe which is uncorrupted. Some one by lack of knowledge or in darkness
can mistakenly call a tortuous thread as a snake, but the thread doesn't change
its identity in the same way even if the universe has originated through the
illusion surrounding the Ultimate Soul even though momentarily, the Ultimate
Soul is unaffected by it. To attain it there are two ways. One is what I told
you just now, which is difficult as it requires total and complete devotion,
disenchantment from the so called pleasures, and has to come from within,
whereas the other is to give in to all the things which are forbidden in the
first way, follow the routine course of life, make a family, earn by honest
means, marry, have children, lead a peaceful life according to the preaching of
the religion and after that follow the route of persuading the Ultimate Soul,
this is easier than the first or it seems so as man by nature likes the
material pleasures but at the same time overlooks the grief that it will
ultimately yield. Now you must have understood that although the 3 Gods did
have families, those were illusions just as is yours! By walking on the first
path one has a chance of reaching the milestone earlier as one starts his
journey even before puberty or almost around that time, while in the second
method he starts his walk so late that he may or may not get that chance also.
Therefore the first path is called as the best one. The first living men, the
Sanakas followed the first path. The others who were created later on, the
Prajapatis followed the second path. The Patil was satisfied with the answer
and so very much liked Swamiji's way of preaching that he repeatedly prayed him
to stay at his place for ever. Swamiji again refused and started on his further
journey. This was through dense forests infested with serpents and wild
animals, but he continuously kept on walking till he reached the famous Shree
Gokarn Mahabaleshwar. This is the place where there is the own Ling (A key
shaped form symbolizing the presence of Lord Mahadev). This temple is one of
the most sacred ones in India, and is known as the Kailas (The original abode
of Mahadev) on Earth. He found real peace there and stayed for some days doing
his daily routine of the 3 time bath, pooja, Madhukari and above all the
continuous Ramnam Jap (Hereinafter referred to as sadhana). There he met one of
the Saints, while doing seva at the temple, Shree Shivbhatta who immediately
recognized the authority of Swamiji and wrote a poem on him in Sanskrit which
is very popular in Karnataka. Because of his untiring seva he was liked by
everyone there and they decided to have a photograph taken with him, when
Swamiji came to know of this, without informing anybody he left the place. He
always followed the dictum of the religion that one should not stay at a place
where one gains in popularity; otherwise that becomes a hindrance in the
sadhana and the further progress in spiritualism.
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He had met one of the disciples of Shree
Shivanand of Shigehalli, at Gokarn who had told him that if he meets him both
will be very happy. Swamiji had then said that if it was destined, he would.
During his journey he stayed at one of the disciples of Shree Shivanand for
lunch on his prayers. He also asked Swamiji to meet Shree Shivanand to which he
replied in the same manner. Suddenly they saw another disciple of Shree
Shivanand Mr. Manjunath Hegde coming to them and realizing the destinies wish
Swamiji went with him to meet Shree Shivanand. When they saw each other,
realizing the spiritual authority and the same thread of devotion to the Guru
both of them hugged each other and were extremely happy. Shree Shivanand
requested Swamiji to stay in his own Math called as Shree Paramanand Math,
named after Shree Shivanand's Guru to which Swamiji readily agreed as the whole
atmosphere there was conducive to his type of sadhana. Shree Shivanand knew
Swamiji's sadhana and his authority therefore even to his disciples apart from
the common men who visited the Math he would ask to seek the blessings of
Swamiji saying that he is the real light of the religion. The people did that
and started calling Swamiji as Sadhugalu (The simily for the word Swamiji in
the regional language Kannada). Not only the people but Shree Shivanand also
started giving some things or the other to Swamiji as he had nothing with him.
Sensing that this also will prove to be a hindrance in his sadhana and
following the same dictum mentioned earlier, he left Shigehalli. On the way he
stopped at a Bramhan's place where everyone was affected by an evil spirit and
was ill. Just as Swamiji put his feet in the house the evil spirit ran away and
everybody started to feel better. He visited the famous temple of Venkatramana.
Then he walked to Banwasi and stayed there for a night. There were some
Bramhan's who had come to seek the blessings, they asked some questions
regarding the Vedas and Swamiji answered them. Some of the questions and
answers are:
From lively forms how are
objects formed?
Just as the body produces
hair, nails etc.!
The Ultimate Soul creates the
universe and then again reabsorbs it in itself; can you explain this by any
similar example?
The spider weaves the net
around him and then re-eats it!
The Ultimate Soul is one, but
expresses itself in innunerable forms. Can anyone find any simile for this?
A seed with the help of earth
and water produces innumerable ones; similarly The Ultimate Soul by the
wrapping of illusion and lack of real knowledge produces innumerable forms!
All were stunned with
Swamiji's instantaneous yet appropriate answers and were very happy that they
had seen a Great Saint.
Swamiji then went to the temple of Shree Renuka
Devi (Goddess Renuka) who was the Goddess worshipped by his forefathers. He was
overwhelmed to be there. He offered sashtaang namaskaar and both of them talked
to each other for hours together without a word being said. The priest of the
temple was very much impressed with Swamiji. During discussion Swamiji told him
that people consider the Goddesses as women, which is absolutely wrong. The
wife of Shree Mahadev, Parvati who is known in Hindu philosophy as the Prakriti
(Nature) once imparted upon her father the knowledge that, she and the other
Goddesses were not women or the root cause of the illusion as is presumed even
by the followers of spiritualism, but were in unification with the Ultimate
Soul itself. This being the case whosoever worships the Goddesses with this
knowledge is on the right track.
During his further journey he developed malaria,
but did not stop at any place as he knew that he was about to reach a place
where Bhagwan Ram and his brother Laxman had stayed for a while, so he walked
furiously even having the high grade malarial fever. Finally through the dense
forest and the blinding darkness, and rain he reached the temple. He bathed in
the lake formed by Laxman's arrow. Offered sashtaang namaskar and did pooja at
the temple and then after his daily sadhana sat in the temple where he went
into a trance. When he came out of it, he saw an elderly woman, sitting at his
feet, praying him. She told Swamiji that Bhagwan Ram had told her in her dream
(Hereinafter referred to as Drushtant) that a person like him would come there
and bless her. Swamiji told her that he had not yet blessed anybody as this
required thorough knowledge and authority in spirituality and he was still a
person in persuance of spiritualism (Hereinafter referred to as sadhak) and had
not become a Saint, but the woman was adamant and Swamiji being very kind by
nature gave in to her demand and asked her to do Jap of the 13 lettered mantra
(Hereinafter referred to as the Trayodashakshari mantra). The people from that
place came to have a glimpse of Swamiji (Hereinafter referred to as Darshan)
and requested him to tell something about Ramnam. Swamiji explained, When you
utter the Ramnam, you first say Ra by which all your bodily sins come out of
your mouth and vanish and when you say m you shut your mouth by which the sins
from outside are prevented from entering into your body. The Upanishads say
that the greatest of sins are washed out by simple Ramnam Jap. Ramnam Jap forms
an impenetrable barrier around your body so that any evil power can never even
touch you let alone troubling you. It also gives you the required material
pleasures, moksha and unifies you with the Ultimate Soul. This mantra is better
than even the Jap of Bhagwan Vishnu or Bhagwan Mahadev, as the name Ram has
purposefully been taken from these two mantras by removing Ra from one and m
from another. When this is done the meaning of the two mantras becomes exactly
opposite of the original, because these letters are the only highly important
ones in them and therefore when you utter them you get everything and get rid
of the sins also. The Ram mantra is nothing but the first word uttered in the
universe, which still occupies the whole of it and from which all the languages
have evolved, 'The Omkar'. No matter whom you are and what authority you
command the Upanishads have in clear words said that apart from the Jap of your
Guru's mantra, it is always better to do Ramnam Jap also. No one is barred from
doing Ramnam Jap. Further, the letter R is the seed of the sacred fire and
therefore signifies the light of the Ultimate Soul and m is the visible form of
the power of creation (Hereinafter referred to as Prakruti). So when you say
Ram, both these ultimate powers are combined and you stand a better chance of
being unified with them. Bhagwan Ram was free from any adjectives or adverbs by
which the world recognizes the person as a great man (Hereinafter referred to
as Nirgun sthiti or Nirgun awastha). We the common men and women aren't free
from it (Hereinafter referred to as Sagun sthiti or Sagun awastha). Although
Bhagwan Ram was born as a human being he was constantly in Nirgun sthiti, but
for the outside world he was in Sagun sthiti. Therefore by keeping one's eyes
firmly at the ultimate aim in spiritualism despite being in Sagun sthiti one
can achieve the Nirgun sthiti. One who knows the real meaning of the Ram mantra
is freed from this vicious cycle of birth, death and rebirth, gets moksha and
is unified with Bhagwan Ram who himself is the Ultimate Soul. The wife of
Bhagwan Ram, Mother Seeta, like other Goddesses is also unified with the
Ultimate Soul as the Prakruti form of Bhagwan Ram, she thus is the creator, the
sustainer and the ultimate destroyer of the universe. By doing Ramnam Jap one
automatically worships Mother Seeta also and gets her blessings too! Can one
find an easier way of attaining ones goals and the final aim?
All then hailed Bhagwan Ram. Then all of them
requested Swamiji to stay with them for some time, but following the dictum of
never staying at a place where you are revered, Swamiji immediately left,
despite running high grade fever. He continued to walk in the searing heat of
the summer with dehydration, sustaining himself on his sheer will power and the
power of the blessings of Shree Samarth.
He reached Sagar, a place in Shimoga district of
Karnataka. There he met Narayan Hegde, the son of Ram Hegde whom he had met in
Shigehalli. But he stayed with him only overnight, with a view of not troubling
anybody. He saw one temple of Gurudev Datt, and decided to go there, where one
is allowed to stay for not more than 3 days. Now the fever had reached alarming
proportions, but he still sat in front of Dattguru for 3 hours and was very
happy. Because of fever, continuous walking and practically no food he was very
thirsty and hungry. In the temple he asked the priest for some water but he
didn't pay any attention. From somewhere a man came, who was a doctor! He not
only gave him water but took him to one of the rooms in the temple, examined
him and diagnosed that Swamiji was suffering from Typhoid fever. But Swamiji
refused to stop his sadhana! The doctor brought some medicine which Swamiji
refused to take, then the doc said that if you don't want to take anything
orally I will apply an ointment around your umbilicus to which Swamiji's answer
was no! He said who cares about this mortal body, I am not bothered if this
body remains or dies. Everyone was astonished and realizing his authority asked
some questions which Swamiji answered gladly.
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Is there any difference between the body and the
God?
- You can see the reflection in the vessel till there
is water in it, once the vessel is emptied the object and its image are one. In
the same manner till there is lack of knowledge you will differentiate between
the two, but once you acquire it you will realize that there is no difference
between the body, the mind, the soul and the God.
Is the soul capable of any achievement or work?
- No. It is again lack of knowledge which makes you
conclude that whatever is done or achieved by the body is by the soul also.
Just as a crystal has its own color which never changes, but is capable of
reflecting or deflecting the light rays and creating new colors, the soul also
never does anything, what you see being done is your perception.
Is the original Ultimate Soul corrupted after
the creation of the universe?
- No. Again the same example is applicable here also.
Sky is all pervading and never vanishes, so to say, and you see its image in
the water in the vessel, but the sky is neither limited to the vessel nor in
the water. It is there alright but is not confined to it. Therefore the
originality of the sky is never corrupted. Same is true with the Ultimate Soul.
Many things have happened in this universe. Are
they the real truth?
- No. This is like calling a tortuous thread, a
serpent. Silver is present in a silver pot. Here silver is the original thing
and the pot is a perception. The silver atoms don't change because they are
made into a pot. Therefore although the Ultimate Soul created this universe,
the creation is a perception whereas the Ultimate Soul is the only truth as
perceptions change from person to person.
A woman residing in the adjacent room was
listening to this and highly impressed she told her husband Krishnmurty who was
also very much a spiritual man to go to Swamiji and get his doubts cleared. He
went to Swamiji and put in front of him The Bible, some Hindu religious books
and asked some of his queries. Swamiji solved them immediately. Krishnamurty
was very pleased. That night he had a Drushtant of his Guru Shree Raghvendra
Swami of Mantralaya, who told him that Swamiji and he were the same and
Krishnmurty should perform Swamiji's seva, considering that he was serving
Shree Raghvendra Swami himself. Swamiji by now had become very weak and was
sleeping on the floor as he always did, but by now the rainy season had started
and the floor was very damp and cold. Krishnmurty after the Drushtant went to
Swamiji, told it and prayed him to accept his seva. Swamiji agreed and then
Krishnmurty hired another very good room, the rent of which he paid for, for
Swamiji. But Swamiji refused his offer of sleeping on a cot, so reluctantly he
made a makeshift bed of rice plants on which Swamiji slept. Krishnmurty and his
wife did all possible seva of Swamiji. Swamiji was on practically only water
for 41 days! He just couldn't eat anything else. After 41 days he started
getting relief from his fever and also started eating a little amount fruits.
During these days despite fever he never departed from his daily sadhana! He
had now become well known in the town as everyone knew about the Drushtant to
Krishnmurty and it was nothing but a miracle for them that a man could survive
only on water for 41 days, so lot of people visited him and wanted to listen to
him. As was Swamiji's nature he never disappointed anyone. Some so called
pundits from the town decided to test Swamiji and paid a visit, but as they saw
him they realized their mistake and just offered sashtaang namaskaar and went
away! Some of them used to bring milk and fruits for Swamiji afterwards.
After
a month Krishnmurty himself took ill and his illness in no time assumed serious
proportions. Even the doctors lost all the hopes. Swamiji being the kindest
hearted person could never tolerate anyone's agony except his own! He prayed
Bhagwan Ram and went to Krishnmurty who the night before had the Drushtant of
Shree Raghvendra Swami and Bhagwan Ram telling him that as he had served
Swamiji he would be unharmed. When he saw Swamiji coming to him he was
overjoyed. Swamiji just gave him aashirwad caressed him and told him that his
seva had been accepted by the God and he will start feeling better from that
day onwards. He really felt better right from that moment and became perfectly
normal in very few days. Krishnmurty was transferred to Shimoga, and repeatedly
requested Swamiji to come along, but following his old dictum he refused. In
Sagar itself there was a rich man Venkatgiriappa who assured Krishnmurty that
he would care for Swamiji, which Swamiji accepted. The fact was Venkat was a
disciple of Shree Shivanand Swami, who had written him to bring Swamiji to his
home and offer seva to him as he would for Shree Shivanand Swami! Venkat
himself had reached a long distance on the spiritual path following his Guru's
orders to the core. He started Swamiji's seva sparing nothing. He even used to
feed Swamiji as Swamiji had been rendered terribly weak. Day and night Venkat
did everything possible for Swamiji. Swamiji, knowing his devotion and
authority stayed for 4 months at his place. Never before Swamiji had stayed,
for this long at anybody's. Now according to his dictum he decided to leave,
but Venkat wouldn't budge. So one night at 3 am Swamiji, sensing that all are asleep started to leave, but was seen by one of
the clerks of Venkat who repeatedly cried and requested him not to go.
Swamiji's reply was simple, The God who has taken so much care of me here will
do so anywhere, so don't worry. My aashirwad is always with you. Tell Venkat
this and ask him not to grieve. I am always with you and then he left. At
Venkat's home he was served by all but amongst those who served him absolutely
wholeheartedly were Ganpati and Gopal Mrutguppe and Narayan Hegde. They were
blessed by Swamiji. Afterwards they spread his preaching in this area a lot.
Ganpati was chiefly responsible for raising and constantly improving the
Varadpura aashram (A synonym for the place where great Saints live).
He went to a Math where one Swami was staying. He had a bad temper and therefore
none stayed with him. Swamiji decided to stay there to pacify him and stayed
there for some months doing all the seva and at the same time not insulting the
Swami even though he many times abused him. But looking at the way Swamiji
maintained his demeanor in any situation this Swami also started curbing his
anger. Swamiji's job done, he now wanted to leave. The Swami wanted to visit
some of his disciples and Swamiji asked if he could accompany him, to which he
said yes. So off they went. On the way they met Anantappa, a disciple of Shree
Shivanand who had told him about Swamiji. At the same time one family was keen
to serve the Swami, taking this opportunity Swamiji started for Kodsadri.
On the way to Kodsadri in the night, Swamiji was sitting under a tree in the dense
forest. He felt something cold and slimy brushing his bare back. It was a
Tiger! Swamiji was unmoved and thought that Shree Samarth was caring for him
and preventing other animals from troubling him by sending the King of them to
look after him! Such was his extreme faith in Shree Samarth. In the morning he
reached a place called Chitramool. Here Shreemad Adya Shankaracharya had done
his sadhana and was blessed by the Goddess Jagadamba in the 7th century
AD. There is a cave in which not only is Lord Ganesha (The elephant God) but it
is said and many have experienced that great Saints of yesteryears also reside
there. It is thus one of the most sacred places for the Hindus.
Swamiji decided that this was a very good place for his further sadhana and started it.
For many days he drank only water and didn't eat anything, so engrossed was he
in the sadhana. One day a man came from nowhere and offered him some nuts and
requested him to eat that. He did his sadhana for some months there and was
highly pleased with the way things were going.
The Swami of Sampekatti whom Swamiji had left now was craving for him as he had a
Drushtant that if Swamiji again came to his Math, it will prosper. Swamiji knew
his wish by intuition and met him but didn't stay long there despite repeated
requests. He then pushed off towards Banwasi where Shree Shivanand Swami's
disciple Shree Shankaranand was staying, who requested him to do his further
sadhana there as he would like the total solitude there and there was a temple
of a Goddess nearby also. Swamiji agreed and started his sadhana and seva. Here
again he was touched by a poisonous serpent without doing any harm and Swamiji
in fact caressed him! Suddenly Shree Shivanand sent a message that both of them
should come to him at Shigehalli as he had decided to leave his mortal body.
After they reached Shree Shivanand sat in samadhi and prepared to leave his
body, but right then his Guru Shree Paramanand intervened and brought the
leaving soul back to his body telling him that the destined time hadn't come.
Shree Shivanand knew the authority of Swamiji and loved him very much. They did
the Chaturmas there only in a lonely place near the Math but away from human
inhabitation, where the villagers had built a zopadi (Like a slum) for them.
Anantappa also came there. Many people used to come there to listen to Swamiji
and he also didn't disappoint them, but after a while he felt that this was
becoming a hindrance in his sadhana and wanted solitude. Knowing this Shree
Shivanand decided to construct a cave for him in the nearby mountain, this was
done by the disciples. Shree Shivanand had told him about Sahaj samadhi Yoga,
Swamiji now got after knowing that fully and started his sadhana for it. This
was Swamiji's fondest way of learning. When he decided something had to be
learnt he was utmost perseverant in gaining thorough knowledge of that, no
matter how much of hard work it needed. After some time he was most of the
times remained in meditation and found the ultimate bliss in it so much so that
for days he used to remain in that state without eating or drinking. He didn't
know that this Yoga needed a lot of milk and yogurt. The effect was that he
developed peptic ulcer, the pain of which was very severe. Shree Shivanand came
to know about it and asked the disciples to provide it. Now the disciples and
even the people of the town daily provided copious amounts of it, but Swamiji
never liked to trouble others while on the contrary he was ever ready to help
others by going to the extremes. So after a while he used to run away whenever
people came for help. This naturally took its toll on his body which once was
like a wrestler and was now reduced to just skin and bones. He couldn't care
less. He survived this ordeal probably only because we should be benefited in
our lives!
Swamiji
was the firm believer in non violence, again to an extreme. While walking he
used to look down rather than in front so as to avoid the insects being crushed
under his feet! Once he saw an earthworm being surrounded by ants ready to
attack it. He at once took the worm and placed it far away from the ants. Shree
Shivanand was observing and asked Swamiji, whether this was right as he was
depriving the ants of their food, which was a sin and against the laws of the
Nature. Swamiji replied at once that, everybody is born with his destiny, it
was destined that the ants wouldn't get this worm, that I would be instrumental
in it and that the worm's time of death had not yet come as yours had not come
when you wanted to leave your body! Shree Shivanand laughed and said that
nobody could beat him in the knowledge of the Vedas!
Swamiji
always was aggrieved by the state of the poor. He wanted everyone on earth to
lead a happy life and knew that unless they followed the Vedas it was not
possible, so whosoever came to meet him he would start talking about the
preaching in Vedas in simple language which they could understand. Shree
Shivanand asked him, These ones don't know a word about it, don't do any
sadhana or seva, what use it is telling them directly the Vedas? Swamiji said
that by repeatedly listening to it at least some will start in that direction,
otherwise the dooms day is not far.
Shree
Shankaranand came to the Math for a routine festival of seven days (Hereinafter
referred to as Saptah). On the seventh day Shree Shankaranand left his mortal
body, he had wanted to spread the message of spiritualism along with Swamiji
but destiny wanted Swamiji to stay in south
India as per the orders of Shree Samarth.
By now Swamiji had become very popular in Karnataka. Lots of people used to come
daily for his Darshan. Even Shree Shivanand wanted him to head the Math, but
Swamiji told him that he would never.
On every Ramnavmi and Dasnavmi he felt an immense urge to be by the side of Shree
Samarth, but Shree Shivanand also wanted him. He was every time caught in a
quandary. After that Chaturmas of 1935 was over he finally decided to leave and
asked for Shree Shivanand's permission. Very thoughtfully but with sadness he
said yes. Swamiji was overjoyed. Everyone came to know this and was sad but
then offered their help as they knew that Swamiji in his state of health could
not walk the whole distance. Somehow they convinced him to at least go by a
vehicle to which he agreed after a long thought but refused to be escorted.
He
went to Hubli and was waiting for the train when the ticket collector started
laughing at his langoti. Swamiji said, Okay, you think this is a jest and
thats why you are laughing but if a jest you can not take a jest you should
not make. The ticket collector was astonished that this person looking like a
beggar was talking in fluent English! He asked for forgivance and left. If he
had known that Swamiji had no formal education in English he probably would
have gone in coma!
He had no money to buy a ticket till Miraj on way to Sajjangad. So he had to let
go one train. Suddenly some porters came and asked him where he wanted to go.
They went and came back with a ticket to Miraj saying that they were originally
from around Sajjangad and were very happy that this way they could offer some
seva to Shree Samarth! The same thing happened at Miraj and this time a student
gave him a ticket to Satara. From Satara he walked across to Sajjangad. During
this whole journey he only drank water as he never used to keep a single penny
with him!
Finally he entered Sajjangad. Throughout his walk from Satara to Sajjangad he was
incessantly crying. He was absolutely overwhelmed by the thought that he was
really seeing Sajjangad. Such was his devotion to Shree Samarth that on his way
he was behaving like a child who has seen his mother after a long time. Crying
and laughing at the asme time, leaping ahead to be in his mother's lap. People
around were astonished to see this man offering sashtaang namaskaar time and
again, that too on the road!
It was the day before Dasnavmi when Swamiji entered Sajjangad. He stood before
Shree Samarth Samadhi, and then as usual they talked without a word being said.
Then he sat in a corner in meditation for 3 consecutive days drinking only
water and without food. In the festivies noone knew that he had come. After
they were over somebody thought that this may be Swamiji and informed Gangutai
who was like an elder sister to Swamiji. She immediately came and recognized
him. The news spread and every body surrounded him with utmost happiness, after
all they were seeing him after 5 years.
In Shigehalli, Shree Shivanand now no more wanted to continue with his life, a
feeling strengthened by Swamiji's absence. He called his disciples, told them
that he was finally leaving his mortal body, but not to worry as his soul would
always be there and also that Swamiji would ultimately come back. He then left
his body. Thousands of his disciples were highly aggrieved and were worried as
to who would advise them now. Remembering Shree Shivanand's words they sent a
man to Sajjangad to request Swamiji to come back, but Swamiji said that the
time had not yet come and wrote 25 mantras in Sanskrit for the disciples to
follow the further path; which are still very reverently recited in the
Shigehalli Math.
At Sajjangad Swamiji now preferred now preferred to sit in front of the Samadhi
all the time, doing meditation all the while. He had ultimately got the final
bless. He knew that now by the blessings of Shree Samarthhe had gained that
knowledge which every spiritual pursuer aspires for and had unified himself
with Shree Samarth who himself was the Ultimate Soul. He also knew that despite
this he had to continue with his mortal body till the destined time to leave
it. Although for the rest of the world he was in Sagun sthiti he had attained
the Nirrgun avastha! This he experienced and imbibed it thoroughly in his soul.
He was now in total peace with himself and the surroundings. This pleasure can
never be quantified by any measure! It is the treasure of only the Truly
Knowledgeable!
He still continued with the sadhana as Vedas tell that even after attaining the
real, true knowledge there should be no breach in sadhana, or else there is a
chance of your achievement evaporating quickly. He, on the orders of Shree
Samarth now started writing books for the benefit of mankind. During this time
he wrote:
Shree Ram Gaurav (Hail Shree Ram) - 200 mantras
Swatm Nirupan (Reckoning the body and the soul) - 1000 mantras
Bhaktisar (The filtrate of worship)
He always liked solitude. Once for 3 days he sat in meditation in a cave in the
forest around Sajjangad. All searched all over but didn't go to the dense
forest. Then the head priest had a Drushtant of Shree Samarth who told him that
Bhagwan Shreedhar Swami is in the cave, go, offer pooja and bring him back!
He came back but he was very much aggrieved not only by the state in which people
lived but by the way they led their lives also. He prayed Bhagwan Ram and Shree
Samarth to have another reincarnation of them or else empower people like him
for the benefit of the society. He knew that for his empowerment he would have
to further do sadhana, putting tremendous efforts into it without any
disturbance whatsoever. So he decided to go to the Himalayas for sadhana.
One day without informing anybody he left Sajjangad for
Himalayas. When the people of Math came to know this they were shell shocked. Again the search began. Swamiji was taking bath some
20 miles away in Krishna River when the head priest saw him. He offered sashtaang namaskaar and told Swamiji
that since he had left nobody had either taken food or water. Swamiji was
pained to know this as he couldn't bear others troubles. He decided to come
back. After some days again the urge for futher sadhana came up but when he
tried to walk he just could not lift his leg at all, despite the best of his
efforts. He knew that Shree Samarth did not want him to go to the Himalayas
at that time and had decided something else for him; therefore he dropped the
idea forthwith, pending Shree Samarth's orders. Now he spent time happily with
the disciples in the Math, discussing and explaining finer aspects of the
preaching of Vedas.
In
Shigehalli, the disciples of Shree Shivanand were desperately waiting for
Swamiji. In the month of Shravan, 1939, Shree Narayan Maharaj from Harihar
arranged for a Saptah at the very pious place for Hindus, Shreeyan. At this
place Goddess Mohini had killed the devil named Bhasmasur. Thousands were
expected for the Saptah. All thought that this was the right time for Swamiji
to return back to Karnataka and further enlighten them. So a messenger was sent
to Sajjangad to bring Swamiji back. But Swamiji was reluctant to leave
Sajjangad and wanted to stay back to be in close proximity with Shree Samarth.
He was now undecided about what to do, and therefore went to the Samadhi and
sat there in meditation. Shree Samarth appeared before him and told him to go
to Shreeyan as the people there were in great need of an authoritative
spiritual personality. Now that he had the orders of his revered Guru, he
didn't waste time and immediately left for Shreeyan. This was informed to the
people there and everyone was extremely happy and relieved. Throughout his
journey he was welcomed in the manner in which a King is by his people and a
King he was not only in the field of spiritualism but everything else also.
Everywhere there were arcades with flowers and bouquets. Swamiji didn't like
this, but didn't want to disappoint the people who were so happy with his
return. Literally thousands thronged to have just a glimpse of him. He blessed
all of them. In Shreeyan he was revered as a deity and people were bubbling
with overflowing enthusiasm as he had finally come. The Saptah went very well
with Swamiji everyday delivering a discourse. It was a pleasurable experience
for both him and the people of Karnataka.
Swamiji
now was persuaded by the disciples of Shree Shivanand to come to Shigehalli to
which Swamiji readily agreed and went there. He was overwhelmed with emotions
when he saw the Samadhi of Shree Shivanand. He knew that his wish had brought
him there along with the orders of Shree Samarth. The building of the Samadhi
was incomplete and the Math was in debt. Swamiji immediately called a meeting
of the Trustees and gave them orders to get on with the job and not to be lax
in their duties, he told the disciples also in no uncertain words that Shree
Shivanand was responsible for the pleasures they were enjoying till now but if
they showed apathy towards the work of the Math then his blessings will no more
be with them and they all will have to face the consequences. This had the
desired effect and all started working and within no time the things fell in
place. Now Swamiji decided to continue with the writing of his books which he
had started on Shree Samarth's orders. He further added to his books, 'Swatm
Nirupan' and 'Bhaktisar', translated 'Swatm Nirupan' in Kannada. He then wrote
'Vivekoday' (The beginning of Wisdom) in Marathi and translated that too in
Kannada. Some further writings of these books remained, but Swamiji, knowing
that now the Math was functioning routinely and well which he had assessed in
the Chaturmas of 1940, now decided to leave as per his dictum of never staying
at a place where he was revered and again as was his wont left without any
body's knowledge. The people of the Math again were in severe distress and went
in search of him. They found him some distance away from Shirsi and again
requested him to come back with everyone crying. Swamiji, if any thing couldn't
just see anyone's grief, and therefore relented and went back. The Math
celebrated his coming back with festivities spanning 21 days. Now Swamiji again
started his work on his incomplete books. Every day people thronged to listen
to him and as he had long ago mentally parted with his body and because
basically he was very kind at heart, he delivered daily discourses for the
people, ignoring the needs of his body as always. He never disallowed any body
either young or old, men or women, rich or poor, in fact he was far more
inclined towards the old, the women and the poor all of whom had to face a lot
of difficulties daily. He advised all of them to understand the real soul
inside them and get totally unified with it for everlasting happiness. The
common men were very much impressed by his preaching in a language easy for
them to understand and Swamiji purposefully took great care that he should tell
the preaching of the Vedas in simple words and terminologies. He told them that
they should stop worrying being very happy about their bodily grief or
pleasures as the body was an illusion. If they could take grief and joy without
batting a lid or in the same vein then no one could by any means make them
unhappy. This in fact is the gist of the Vedas but made and put in simple
terms. One of the priests didn't like this simplification and started to have
doubts about Swamiji's intentions. But one day after going home he saw Swamiji
in the photo of Shree Dattaguru and the very next moment he saw that Swamiji
was Shree Dattaguru himself, this went on for quite a while and when he
realized who Swamiji really was the cascading images stopped. He immediately
went to Swamiji and asked for forgivance which was immediately granted!
Swamiji's
popularity had increased in Karnataka and
Maharashtra
also. Many people started coming to him and those who were really interested in
following the path of spiritualism were blessed by him, not to say that others
went empty handed, they also got aashirvad, which took care of many miseries in
their lives.
He
started a school teaching Vedanta in Sanskrit. He also renovated many temples
which were in a bad shape. He didn't say no to anything which would spread the
message of the Original Hindu religion (Hereinafter referred to as the Sanatan
Dharma). He even asked a Kannada writer to write a drama and perform it also,
which entertainingly conveyed the message that the path of pursuing Nirgun
avastha was superior to that of Sagun avastha. This way the whole area was
buzzing with the atmosphere of Sanatan Dharma and everybody was not only doing
his job but doing it in the right way and in a way that would bring him and his
family members, peace and happiness. Swamiji was happy, that he was able to
follow the orders of his Guru.
Every
now and then either messages or messengers came from Sajjangad, requesting him
to come there, but as soon as this happened the people of Shigehalli literally
cried and Swamiji couldn't go! After all Shree Samarth himself had ordered him
to go to the south and he being the Ultimate power in the universe, how could
anything happen contrary to his wishes? To put it in a simple manner the people
of Karnataka were luckier.
The
work of Shree Shivanand and Shree Shankaranand's Samadhi was over and Swamiji
established the Shivling at both the places ceremoniously. During this period
his sadhana and discourses for the aspirants didn't stop and it had to take its
toll on his already weakened body which anyway always ran fever due all this
hectic work and totally inadequate food, water and sleep. But Swamiji as was
his wont paid scant attention to what was going on with his body, and was very
happy with every moment of his life. But the disciples now realized that
although Swamiji wouldn't pay any attention to his body, it was their duty to
do it. Dr. Hazare from Mumbai who was his disciple came down and requested him
to come to Mumbai for further investigations and rest at his place, but Swamiji
had become so weak that the other ones feared that his body may not sustain the
journey, so they arranged for a spacious bungalow with beautiful natural
surroundings at a nearby place where all the investigative facilities were also
available. Swamiji spent the rest of the 2 months of Chaturmas there and
started feeling that much better. In this period itself he had a Drushtant of
Shree Samarth, telling him to formally become a Sanyasi. He immediately asked
the people of Shigehalli to prepare for the ceremony on the auspicious day of
Vijaya Dashami, the very day on which he had left Pune for Sajjangad! This was
in 1942.
Thousand
flocked to Shigehalli to witness this once in a life time ceremony which took 3
days to complete. Shree Samarth had a motive behind this. Swamiji was off
course doing the job allocated to him as per his orders but Shree Samarth
wanted that he should follow the ritual of the Sanatan Dharma and thereby set
an example for others. After becoming a Sanyasi, the person is formally
accepted as the one who would strive for not only the spread of the correct
Sanatan Dharma but also would preach it and practice his preaching, for the
betterment of mankind. The intention was the upliftment of the poor and the
downtrodden, to prevent their minds wavering from good thinking and working
accordingly, to make them willingly enthusiastic about creating and maintaining
happiness within and around themselves and to take them on the spiritual path
ultimately so that they can attain the ultimate bliss. Swamiji was already
doing this but the formal ceremony would further empower him in the ultimate
cause of bliss to all which is the essence of Hindu philosophy. One part of the
ceremony is to grant all the living freedom from fear. At this point Swamiji
himself intuitively uttered 13 Mantras, which enlightened all those present
there. On Shree Samarth's orders he was given the title of 'Shreemat Paramhans
Parivrajakacharya Bhagwan Shreedhar Swami'. Now people started referring to him
as 'Bhagwan Shreedhar Swamiji'. The meaning of the word Bhagwan in Indian
languages is The God! He was definitely the reincarnation of The God as his
deeds until now and afterwards amply proved!
Swamiji
now decided to complete the book, 'Swatm Nirupan'. He needed at least some
solitude to further write the book and that was impossible in the Math. Mr.
Hegde suggested he write it in his bungalow and was very happy when Swamiji
agreed. He then proceeded with the book and completed it. His disciple
Nanjudayya by this time had translated many of Swamiji's works. Then was the
anniversary of Datt Guru which was the birthday of Swamiji also. This was the
first one after Swamiji took sanyas, so the disciples wanted to celebrate it on
a grand scale. It went on for 7 days in the presence of thousands of Swamiji's
disciples. One of the highlights was the Yakshgan, a Karnataka style of
dramatized debate, in which the first actor puts forth his views in the form of
poetry on the allotted subject and then the second one opposes it again in
poetic form. This time the subject for debate was deliberately chosen as
Charvak's existentialism versus the Vedic preaching.
The
first actor put forth his view and almost convinced the audience, most of who
were the followers of spiritualism, that the happiness and pleasures associated
with day to day living and the material one were the ultimate. Now came the
turn of the disciple of Swamiji, Ganpati Kademane. He first touched Swamiji's
feet, got his aashirvad and started talking without fear with the feeling that
it wasn't he but Swamiji who was talking through him as his mediator. He talked
for more than 3 hours, all poetry and no prose! He said that the organic
pleasures were short lived whereas what you get when you dissolve yourself in
your own soul is continuous bliss. He quoted from Bhagwadgeeta that if you
sacrifice everything you get immeasurable peace which naturally culminates in
total bliss. It is up to you to decide whether you want temporary happiness or
permanent bliss. It is so simple that it is anybody's guess. The iron curtain
of pride which emanates from lack of real knowledge can be torn apart by the
sword of wisdom wielded judiciously with immense efforts made effortless by the
blessings of the Guru. This yields the sweetest fruits of all, the permanent
bliss. Mind well it isn't something you work for and get it, but is the one
which you get in appreciation of your sadhana, from the Guru. There was a
deafening applause as he stopped and went to Swamiji and offered sashtaang
namaskaar to him, who touched is head and gave aashirvad. The audience at once
knew that it was Swamiji talking through him and hailed him thrice. After the
discourse by Swamiji on the 7th day all dispersed, having had an
experience of their life time. Swamiji now decided to go Honnavar, the place of
Shree Shankaranand.
On
the way he stopped at Karki, the place where his many disciples just forced him
to stay for a while. He gave a discourse spanning 2 hours on how any man can,
by employing proper sadhana can attain Moksha. He told them that one gets birth
as a human being after many births as various animals. He can then by sadhana
become a God. If he wisely decides to leave the pleasures of being a God he can
finally attain Moksha. He explained it in a very simple language, for better
understanding, which had become his own inimitable style. Even great pundits
who were in the audience were highly impressed by Swamiji's knowledge and his
way of expression. After celebrating Das Navami there he went to Honnavar. On
the way he stopped at Ram Teerth, where Bhagwan Ram and his Brother Laxman had
come in search of Mother Seeta and had encountered a devil whom Ram had killed
and as there was drought in that area then he had created a continuous never
ending source of water which still flows even in severe drought, even after
about thousands of years of its creation. During this whole journey for some
months Swamiji because of the requests of the disciples had to stay at
practically every place he went through. Again he could not disappoint the
disciples for delivering discourses on Vedanta apart from performing his
rigorous sadhana which was uninterrupted whatever the circumstances. Again he
started to feel sick and needed rest. His staunch disciple who was very rich
also, Mr. Manjnath Aiyer requested him to rest for a while at the well equipped
farm house in his coffee plantation, taking this as Shree Samarth sent order he
didn't refuse as Shree Samarth had ordered him to go to the south and spread
the message of spiritualism, Vedant and Sanatan Dharma for which he had to be
physically fit, so off he went to the farm house in the big city of Chikmaglur.
This house was made as if for Swamiji's sadhana, situated on a hill top and
surrounded by a forest of silver oaks. Swamiji wanted to spend the time here
throughout the Chaturmas most of the time in solitude. Aiyer had made all the
arrangements for his comfort, but that was the word to which Swamiji was
allergic to. But not to disappoint his disciple he didn't say anything, but
continued his sadhana further. As there was no one to disturb him, he could
spend any amount of time in solitude, in a state in which he was completely
unified with the Ultimate soul wherein he used to be unaware of anything
happening in the outside world, without eating or drinking anything
(Hereinafter referred to as Sahaj Samadhi avastha), and to think that he had
come there to rest! That is the way of the real Saints of spending there time
on this mortal earth. Food and water are needed for the common man to survive
whereas the great Saints like Swamiji can survive any length of time in Sahaj
Samadhi avastha as that is there food, water and everything! That is a state
where they get the utmost peace and bliss. They can survive in this state even
after the end of the universe. Off course for achieving this state they have to
climb and cross many a mountains of terrible hardships! In this period he wrote
3 collections of mantras in Sanskrit.
Dattashtak (8 mantras on the preaching of Guru Datt)
Dattprarthana (Prayer of Guru Datt)
Vighnavinashak stotra (Mantras to tackle calamities)
One
morning when he was meditating before dawn Bhagwan Ram told him that although
he had so fervently dedicated himself for the reinforcement of Sanatan Dharma,
it may not be possible. Swamiji asked the reason and Bhagwan Ram said that it
was none of his fault or any shortcoming in his sadhana but the time for that
hadn't yet come. Swamiji offered sashtaang namaskaar and Bhagwan Ram
disappeared. Now Swamiji's goal was clear. If Sanatan dharma was to be
reinforced later it didn't in any way mean that he should not show the correct
path of acquiring Moksha to those who really aspired for it and to improve the
state of the poor and downtrodden in the society and thus the society itself.
He dedicated his whole remaining life exactly doing that with all his might. He
created incessant sources of water in the draught prone areas, provided food
and clothes to the needy, opened schools where knowledge was given free of cost
and even sometimes interfering with destiny saved the lives of almost dead ones
or put life back in to those who were already dead (He did this part of his
service to all only for those whose death might have severely affected the
lives of the posterity or would have rendered many others dead). He decided to
celebrate the anniversary of Guru Datt there which was arranged by Aiyer. It
was done on the mountain Chandra Dronagiri. When Laxman was injured in the war
with the devil Ravan, Hanuman had carried the whole mountain Dronagiri from
Himalayas
to Lanka where Laxman was lying in an unconscious state as the herbs on
Dronagiri had the required medicine! Some part of the mountain had fallen off
there and hence the name Chandra Dronagiri. There is a temple Guru Datt on the mountain and the celebrations took place there. Swamiji was very
happy that it was done there as Shree Samarth was a reincarnation of Hanuman
himself. In the mountain there is a cave where it is believed that Guru Datt
appears before the Saints and blesses them. Swamiji went in the cave and Guru
Datt did appear himself and blessed him! On Guru Datt's orders he stayed in the
cave for a day and after that left for Manglore.
This
city has the temple of Mother Manglai who it is said that recreated this city
which was destroyed by a cyclone in the Arabian sea, the banks on which it is
situated. Swamiji was taken by the people of Manglore to the temple in a
procession. Mother Manglai was very eager to meet her child, Swamiji. When they
met again the oft repeated dialogue for a long time without a word being said
occurred between her and Swamiji. Neither he nor the mother wanted to part, but
had to as the disciples were waiting for Swamiji. So with a heavy heart the
Mother Goddess permitted him to leave for the benefit of the people. The Gods
Goddesses and Saints never want to leave each other but they know that they
have to as the people for whose upliftment the Saints are born will be deprived
of that and the whole purpose of their birth will be defeated. Swamiji then
stayed in Manglore for some days again blessing the needy and teaching them the
correct way of leading and living life. His body continued to suffer because of
the hectic work and one Mr. Shene who was very rich realized this as Hegde had
and requested Swamiji to rest at his farm house named Kadriguda. Although Mr.
Shene was very rich he, his family members and even his workers were terribly
distressed all the time and had almost lost the peace of their mind. When
Swamiji came there he asked Shene if this farm was earlier a crematory, as he
was seeing a population of ghosts in that area. When Shene said yes, Swamiji
knew the cause of their unhappiness and blessed even the ghosts and relieved
them of their agony, on which all the ghosts offered sashtaang namaskaar to
Swamiji and disappeared, never to reappear on the earth again. Such was
Swamiji's authority! The root cause of their distress gone the Shenes were
suddenly very happy indeed! Swamiji also liked this place and it became a
favorite of him for doing sadhana. He even stayed during some of the
Chaturmasas there.
One
day he had a Drushtant of world famous Shree Venkatesha of Tirupati, one of the
most revered Gods in India asking him to come to Tirupati. He immediately left and on reaching Tirupati,
sat in the temple where immediately Shree Venkatesha himself came in the
disguise of an old Bramhan and asked Swamiji if he was Shreedhar Narayan Patki
from Deglur. Swamiji knew who it was and offered sashtaang namaskaar to him.
Shree Venkatesha wrote something in his book and after blessing Swamiji left.
No one understood what was going on. Swamiji explained the whole thing and told
the people that his mother had come there and had prayed for getting something
(Hereinafter referred to as Navas) and the God himself had come to notify it!
He stayed there for some days and when he was leaving by some intuition he
looked back and there was the giant sized Shree Venkatesha giving him
aashirvad. Swamiji was overwhelmed and till the time the temple was visible
continuously looked back to imbibe Shree Venkatesha in his soul. Till he
reached Manglore he was almost in a trance. On the way he also had a very
satisfying dialogue with the Shankaracharya of Kanchi Math, who is supposed to
be an ultimate authority on Sanatan dharma. He celebrated Das Navmi and Ram
Navmi in Manglore.
Swamiji
had always desired to go to Rameshwar from where Bhagwan Ram had built a bridge
of stones with the help of Hanuman's monkey army, across the Indian ocean to
Lanka where the devil Ravan had kept mother Seeta in captivity. Bhagwan Ram had
also established a linga of sand there. This is one of the most sacred places
for Hindus. He reached Rameshwar and him and the others accompanying him saw
the famous sunset over the ocean. Swamiji told them that the way the Sun rises
and sets without disturbing the nature's laws and without any break, the
universe also is formed and then destroyed and this cycle also continuous
without any break. Shree Samarth had established a temple of Hanuman
at Rameshwar. Swamiji very reverently visited it, offered prayers and stayed
there for a while, when the priest came he at once knew the authority of
Swamiji and requested him to stay there for a few more days which was seconded
by many accompanying him. Swamiji also wanted the same and camped in the
Hanuman temple spreading the message, teaching and preaching of Shree Samarth.
When he felt the job was done he started his way back.
He
stopped at Tanjavar where Shree Samarth's disciple Bheemswami had set up a
Math. There are many yet unpublished works of Shree Samarth in the Math which
Swamiji read and as he had photogenic memory instantly remembered them. There
are some original pictures of Shree Samarth drawn during his life time and
other unique works of art. Swamiji was very happy to be there. He explained to
the people of the Math the similarity in art and yoga. He said that in both you
have to control your body and mind and see the reflection of your soul in your
mind which should be as transparent and clear as a mirror. Swamiji had
described the essence of abstract painting before it had started! Chaturmas was
to begin and Swamiji decided to celebrate it in Kadriguda. Once, an old
disciple asked Swamiji to explain the inticacies of Saint Hood to him. Swamiji
told him that one who can win over his worldly desires and knows how to
maintain the peace of mind can become a Saint provided that he also knows the
meaninglessness of the worldly pleasures. Only a peaceful mind can unify with
the soul residing inside the body. When this state becomes ethereal he gets the
real peace and bliss. This then makes him eligible for achieving Saint Hood, as
he has wisdom but has the knowledge that it should be used with a kind heart
for giving solace to the people and not the dry knowledge which is utilized for
unnecessary and harmful debates over petty issues. Your wisdom should turn your
intellect towards the soul and not away from it. If this happens the other way
round then there is no chance of even nearing Saint Hood although the world may
hail you as a highly intelligent man! On every 11th day of the month
Swamiji used to keep fast according to Hindu tradition (Now after so many years
even modern medicine is recommending it!), and he didn't drink water also on
that day. The next day he used to break the fast by having a glass of milk. So
this time on the 12th day a glass of milk was kept in front of him
without disturbing him as he was in Sahaj Samadhi avastha. After a while a
disciple went to fetch the glass and saw that a dog was drinking it and Swamiji
was looking at the dog with utmost love. The fellow tried to shove that dog
away but Swamiji stopped him, saying that God is in everybody, so let him
drink! When the dog went Swamiji started burping as if he had himself drunk not
only a glass but liters of milk. He was very kind to every living being. Once
he saw that Shene's fruit garden was full of oranges and some monkeys were
looking forward to eating them but were prevented by Shene's guards. He told
Shene that these were the same ones who had helped Bhagwan Ram in winning the
war against Ravan and they should be satisfied with which Shene removed the
guards and the monkeys enjoyed their fruits. Shene for this obedience was
rewarded with even greater yield of fruits in the same season! That year the
winter was very cold and the disciples sleeping outside Swamiji's room one
night were literally shivering. Swamiji realizing this got up, put his warm
clothes on them and himself went into the cave where it was much colder. He had
so much empathy for others and was so caring about every one. His whole life is
full of such anecdotes.
After
the Chaturmas was over Swamiji went to Shigehalli. By this time a number of his
disciples to Swamiji's satisfaction had done a lot of progress in spiritualism
and they were not only from Karnataka but from all over India. To some of them Swamiji asked to go back to their native
places and start spreading the message of Sanatan dharma and of Shree Samarth
which the disciples felt an honor and did just what was told. Swamiji then went
on a tour of the holy places in Karnataka. At many of these he found that the
Gods or the Saints had left as these places had lost the holiness because of
the wrong doings of the people staying there or they had become commercial ones
with merchants looting the worshippers, a state which favored the invasion of
the evil spirits as a result of which the sadhana and wishes of the pious were
going in vain. With the arrival of Swamiji all this disappeared and the piety
of these places was restored. It became a routine for him to bless the evil
spirits also so that they would never come back and disturb the worshippers.
This tour took quite a while to end and seeing the despicable state of affairs
he again decided to go to the Himalayas
for further sadhana to benefit the mankind. Right at that moment the God
Badrinarayan of Badrikedar in Himalaya
appeared before him and told him to go to Badrikedar. Swamiji was very happy
that now even the Gods wanted him to come to their land, the
Himalayas!
He
first went to Sajjangad for the blessings of Shree Samarth got the nod of his
approval and then he started his journey to Badrikedar crossing the whole of
north India and then along the holy river Ganga (Wrongly spelt as Ganges) through the
Himalaya where he visited many of the holy places en route to the destination. Even in
the extreme cold of the Himalaya he wore only his langoti and never stopped his routine of daily sadhana and 3
times bath in the subzero temperature and even much colder waters of the river!
He finally reached the temple of Badrinarayan
at the first sight of which he offered sashtaang namaskaar and then entered it.
At the entrance itself there is the sculpture of Hanuman erected by Shree
Samarth. From that moment onwards he was almost in Sahaj sadhana avastha. He
stood in front of Badrinarayan who was his Guru as a Sanyasi and went into a
trance and then began their dialogue without words. He immediately wrote 2
collections of mantras in Sanskrit in praise of Badrinarayan. He decided to
celebrate Chaturmas there only. He was given a room just across the river which
separated it from the temple, so that he could see the God from his room
anytime. During these 4 months he spent he spent most of his time in solitude
doing incessant sadhana, for which he had longed so much and was therefore very
happy as his wish was fulfilled by none other than Badrinarayan himself. Now
with the advent of winter the cold worsened and became unbearable as Badrikedar
is at the height of 13 thousand feet. Many of the sanyasis left as is the
practice there but Swamiji didn't go and even started to offer his own
belongings which the Sajjangad people had given him to them. He left Badrikedar
only when the Chaturmas was over, i.e. on Vijayadashmi. After trekking his way
back through the
Himalayas
he visited many holy places in north
India
and then started for his journey to the
Girnar
Mountains
in
Gujarat, a western state in
India
.
Near
Junagadh there are 4 mountains surrounding one steep one on which are located
the replicas of Guru Datt's footwear (Hereinafter referred to as Padukas). This
is a very important place of worshippers of Guru Datt. One has to climb more
than a thousand steep stairs to have a darshan of them. Swamiji climbed the
mountain, reached the Padukas and sat there in Sahaj Samadhi avastha. Guru Datt
appeared before him and blessed him. Then started their dialogue without words,
for hours. Swamiji then offered sashtaang namaskaar and climbed down. In
Junagadh he was requested by the erstwhile King to stay at his palace and the
people also forced him for that as it was the only place which could
accommodate thousands for his discourses. Swamiji had to agree and stayed there
for a few days preaching Vedanta. One day he had a Drushtant of Guru Datt
asking him to bless a young army officer who was disenchanted with life, Mr.
Bhaskar. Swamiji blessed him and asked him to go to Sajjangad for further
sadhana. He later on became an authority on Shree Samarth's preaching and came
to be known as Bhaskarbua Ramdasi.
There
was a lady in the town who was also a great authority in spiritualism and used
to be in Sahaj Samadhi avastha all the time. Unaware of the surroundings she
most of the times walked across the streets without any clothes. For her
nothing else but only the bliss mattered, no matter whether the clothes were on
or not. But the people despised this and later on started troubling her.
Swamiji heard of this and went to meet her. She never listened to anyone but
she also instantaneously knew Swamiji's authority and willingly listened. He
told her that even the greatest of the Saints or even the Gods when they
adopted human shape, had to abide by the rules of the society, and the rule was
that no one can roam around nude. To the surprise of the people she immediately
agreed and started wearing clothes. She afterwards became the disciple of
Swamiji and worshipped Narsi Mehta, the great Saint of the same town. In this
manner wherever he went he guided everyone and showed them the correct path.
The people of Junagadh as others everywhere requested him to stay there only,
even the King did but Swamiji refused and then went to Porbandar. This was the
city where Bhagwan Krishna had his baptism in his Guru Sandipani's ashram. He
had his education there with his very poor friend Sudama, a friendship which
has become folklore in Hinduism. Swamiji gladly stayed there for a few days and
now started for the Capital city of
Krishna's kingdom, Dwarka.
He
stayed at the Shankaracharya Math in Dwarka for 1 month during which he visited
all the temples and places where Bhagwan Krishna had stayed. The main temple is
extremely beautiful with its dome about 150 feet in height, and the peak made
of gold. He visited the
palace of
Krishna
which is on the island in the sea called as Bet Dwarka. That time there was an
epidemic of malaria in Dwarka and Swamiji also suffered from it but got alright
soon due to the caring and nursing done by the disciples in the Math. The
situation on the newly formed
India - Pakistan
border made Swamiji very unhappy as a literal human carnage was going on there.
He was even angry with the Gods for having allowed this and put it on paper in
the form of a 16 mantra poem, asking Ram to stop it or empower him to do that.
It did stop after a while. This despicable carnage of human lives further
convinced him that unless Sanatan dharma was reestablished humans will continue
to behave like animals or even worse than that. Fed up with all this he decided
to go back to
Maharashtra, his native state. He wanted to visit
another holy place, Narsobachi wadi. Here the great Saint Nrusinh Saraswati had
done sadhana for 12 years which has made this place free of sins. In the temple
there are Padukas of him. This was one of the places of the existence of Guru
Datt, and Swamiji being born on the very day Guru Datt was born, had always had
immense pleasure in doing sadhana in his presence. So he continued his sadhana
with vigorous enthusiasm despite the fact that many people had started visiting
him for blessings and as always not to disappoint anyone he had to deliver
daily discourses. Right at that time, the people of the town started hearing
some strange sounds of crying animals around the temple which was unforeseen.
This went on for a while and fearing about the unknown they asked Swamiji about
the meaning of this. Swamiji told them that when such things happen around so
pious a place it signifies that the whole country would have to undergo a
tumultuous phase. People's fear was now magnified with this prophecy and they
asked him can it be stopped. Swamiji said that just as a man can't change his
destiny till he attains the Parbramha the country is also no exception to this.
His prophecy did come true as Mahatma Gandhi was assassinated and in the riots
that followed, many of the houses in the town were also destroyed. Swamiji was
thoroughly disgruntled with this and now wanted to go back to the place he
loved most, where he felt utmost peace as he did nowhere, Sajjangad. When he
went there he was very happy as were the other disciples. They requested him to
celebrate his arrival by arranging continuous Ramnam Jap for 7 days and
culminate it with his discourse. It was to his liking and therefore for 7 days
Sajjangad was drowned in the name of Bhagwan Ram. In his discourse he told that
continuous Ramnam Jap increased the divinity of that place, it also washes the
minds of the people of all the sins and makes it crystal clear for further
sadhana to succeed which culminates in attaining fullest concentration that is
needed to acquire Sahaj Samadhi avastha and unification with the Parbramha.
This is the easiest method in spiritualism, which can be followed anywhere,
anytime almost all the time one is awake, even while doing the daily work and
by anyone who has the requisite faith.
Every
one from Manglore wanted that Swamiji should celebrate this years? Dasnavmi
there. So Swamiji asked for Shree Samarth's permission and on getting it went
to Manglore for the celebrations. Being very kind at heart he could not see
anyone's grief and therefore used to give them sacred water from the daily
pooja (Hereinafter referred to as Teerth) which relieved them of all their
grief! Seeing this some of the young men thought that he was using some unfair
means or fooling the people. They blatantly asked him about this, Swamiji
smiled and told them that these people are suffering because of their lack of
real knowledge which can't be imparted immediately, but to tear away the
darkness surrounding them, which is the cause of their lack of knowledge and
unhappiness I just give them the teerth which not only reduces their sufferings
but there is a chance that at least some of them would follow the correct path
of spiritualism and that would lead to resurrection of the Sanatan dharma,
which is the only way of freeing the mankind of all the grief. The youth
realized that this was no deception, on the contrary their perception was
horribly mistaken and offered sashtaang namaskaar, on which Swamiji blessed
them too!
Swamiji
now wanted to visit his native place, Deglur. He reached there and went to the
home of his ancestors. Immediately a big evil spirit who was one of his
ancestors appeared before him. During his life time he was very miserly and
even after death never left that place watching over the property, money, gold
and what not, so that no one, not even his posterity should spend it! Swamiji
knowing this threw teerth on him upon which there was a sudden change in his
attitude and he requested Swamiji to enlighten him. Swamiji told him that he
had not come to take anything away as he was a sanyasi but had come to relieve
him of his evil mind. No body till now has achieved happiness through money and
nobody will ever. The organic pleasures are the real diseases and property
brings over calamity. These diseases and calamities are responsible for
everybody's sufferings. If you want to achieve real happiness you just have to
look deep inside you where the soul is and where the real bliss resides.
Creation is certain to lead to destruction and thence to unending grief and
sorrow. Your soul is free from all this. It neither is born nor does it die. It
is omnipresent and thus is present within you also. It is the only form which
continuously emanates happiness. Once you realize this you will also be freed
from this vicious cycle of birth, death, unreal happiness but real grief. All
the material which you think gives pleasure originates from the earthen
elements and goes back to them when destroyed, the earlier you realize this
sooner will you attain Moksha. I have come here to do just that! The evil
spirit and the audience who couldn't see it but could feel its presence due to
Swamiji's authority were stunned that when Swamiji finished talking the evil
spirit vanished into thin air and the audience lost its perception! Swamiji's
job done, he now started for Indur Bodhan Math where Shree Samarth's disciple
Uddhav Swami had resided 300 years ago. Nearby there is a place called
Sarangpur. This area was under the Nizam (A Muslim King). Some years ago it
underwent a very severe draught, when the Nizam ordered all the Brahmins in the
area to pray for rains and threatened that if it did not rain he would impose
lifelong imprisonment for them. All the Bramhans stood in the dried lake for
days together praying all the while, still it didn't rain. Shree Samarth then
appeared there and threw his sacred cloth on a huge stone after carving the
outlines of Hanuman on it. He asked them to pray Hanuman now and took his cloth
away. Where the outlines of Hanuman were there, now appeared a beautiful
sculpture of Hanuman! He then disappeared. When the first prayers were over, it
immediately started raining torrentially! Swamiji stayed there for 4 days and
continuously sat in the presence of Hanuman's sculpture. After their usual
dialogue, he left and went to
Hyderabad
. He visited many places on the request of the disciples, but
specially spent some more time in the Math where he used to go frequently with
his mother and where he first time in his life had seen Shree Samarth's
portrait and prayed. He was extremely happy to be there once again. Then he
decided to go to
Shree
Shail
Mountain
, where there is one of the 12 very sacred Lingas of Shree Shankar.
He did sadhana for some days there and then he got a letter from Aiyer
requesting him to bless his son on his Threading ceremony at Chikmanglur. By
this time wherever he went the place would be full of thousands of people,
eagerly wanting to listen to him and have his aashirvad and blessings. He was
very fluent in the local language Kannada and people just flocked for his
discourses. All the time all the while it used to be a big congregation of
people joyously celebrating just because Swamiji was present there. He was
revered as a deity. He didn't want it but didn't want to disappoint them also.
He used to take this opportunity to spread the message of Shree Samarth and
Sanatan dharma. Chaturmas was approaching and one of the disciples who owned a
huge property and a very good bungalow, ideal for sadhana, pleaded with him to
celebrate it there. Swamiji never wanted to be amongst the riches, but it used
to so happen that only they had the right kind of premises for his further
sadhana and therefore keeping in mind the larger interests of the society and
seeing that all the rich who pleaded with him were really doing sadhana as per
his instructions he was convinced that it wasn't wrong to be there after all
but at the same time he always used to see to it that no poor would go empty
handed from that place and he used to give his affirmation to the rich only on
the condition that they would look after the poor and the downtrodden even
after he had left which they religiously did. So this year's Chaturmas was
celebrated at this disciple's place, Kalale. After that he went to many big
cities of Karnataka, spreading the message of Shree Samarth and Sanatan dharma.
Then
he went to the town of
Shimoga
, on the banks of the river Bhadrawati where there is the ashram of
Shankaracharya where he stayed. Mr. Kadappa from the ashram was blessed by
Swamiji and he and other disciples established Shreedharashram. Swamiji had
become very popular in Karnataka for his unparalleled authority in the field of
spiritualism and his love and affection for the poor and downtrodden, whose
sufferings he had relieved with his divine powers. In Shimoga a procession of
Swamiji was taken out on a highly decorated elephant, which was the privilege
of only the Kings at that time! People revered him as they would a deity and
the Gods also knew that he had by then surpassed their powers also! Such were
his powers that whosoever came in contact with him, even for a while could
easily attain Sahaj Samadhi avastha! When he thought that his job at Shimoga
was done despite repeated pleadings of the people he left for Sagar, comforting
them by telling that he would be just nearby. In Sagar the people who were
earlier blessed by him there were eagerly waiting for him and just at his sight
all started crying, Swamiji knew the reason and told them that as they were
following the right path in the way he had advised them to, they had nothing to
worry for and although he wasn't bodily absent his mind was constantly with
them and would be whenever they remembered him. All were happy and decided to
celebrate the Datt Jayanti there, to which Swamiji agreed. The celebrations
went on for 7 days and thousands of poor got food which was made available for
24 hours by the people of Sagar. Swamiji was very happy that his disciples had
imbibed the right things. The same things happened at the next stopover,
Shigehalli where the disciples of Shree Shivanand, as told by himself when he
left his mortal body were waiting all these years for Swamiji for further
directions and those words being the Saint's words even the Gods had to listen
and follow them whereby Swamiji's arrival there was on the cards and the
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